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The Sound of Living

by Mikaela Moody

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1.
[instrumental]
2.
Invisibility 04:41
You disappear Invisible, in the morning light With people near You disengage Your fight or flight Invisible Your Invisibility Your disability No end in sight You fly away From the ground, to the highest height On invisible wings Your invisible will Wins over their visible might Invisible Your Invisibility Your disability Isn't theirs to fight Still invisible Oh They think we're divisible No We claim our rights Invisible My Invisibility My Disability Is mine To celebrate While we're still invisible Oh We're not divisible No It's never too late We disappear Invisible, in the morning light And reappear No end in sight
3.
Supermoody 04:18
Well, I do love myself How can I say I don't? I am Supermoody Who'll believe when I won't? I can see you staring You think I'm pretty cool, don't you? I am Supermoody And if no-one else knew, at least you know it's true I'm some kind of superhero I'm sure And I don't care, I don't care If you haven't heard of me before I am Supermoody I am Supermoody And you can ask your questions I've always got the time I am Supermoody Maybe I can help to change your mind And I can see you staring You think I'm pretty cute, don't you? I am Supermoody Well if no-one else knows, at least you know it's true Sometimes I'm unsure of myself Not sure I am scared, I am scared Of the frightened things I thought before But I do good work, make good friends And what's more I know I'm worth a minimum of your time And you might give me a little bit more When you realise that I I am Supermoody I am Supermoody Well, I do love myself How can I say I don't? I am Supermoody Who'll believe when i won't? And you can ask your questions I've always got the time I am Supermoody Maybe I can help to change your mind I am Supermoody Maybe together we can see the light I am Supermoody Fought all my life not to lose the fight I am Supermoody To see I'll win through courage and not through might I am Supermoody You are too
4.
Oh, it's not cross-dressing If I'm in a dress Your confusion's not my cross to bear It's only for me to decide what I'm doing And if you want to stare, go ahead I dare you It's no drag, I'm not your queen I'm not your king, either All I wanna do is look pretty for you Not a mess if I'm wearing a dress Not a mess if I'm wearing a dress Not a mess if I'm wearing a dress Not a mess if I'm wearing a dress I told you before I don't have a gender Well, sometimes I do and then I don't It's perfectly okay to find me attractive And if you want to stare, go ahead I dare you I want to be beautiful just like the others No matter my gender, no matter my ID This is my manifesto for stage Not a mess if I'm wearing a dress Not a mess if I'm wearing a dress Not a mess if I'm wearing a dress Not a mess if I'm wearing a dress It's perfectly okay to find me attractive And if you want to stare, go ahead We dare you I want to be beautiful just like the others Beard line, and my feedback whine This is my my manifesto for myself Not a mess if I'm wearing a dress Not a mess if I'm wearing a dress Not a mess if I'm wearing a dress Not a mess if I'm wearing a dress And if you like what you see (That's okay) We're human, you and I and we (That's okay) We can be kings, queens and beings (That's okay) It's not all as hard as it seems (It's okay) We can love who we want (That's okay) As many at a time or none (That's okay) We're safe to find our own fun (It's okay) No need to hold us at the barrel of your gun Not a mess if I'm wearing a dress Not a mess if I'm wearing a dress Not a mess if I'm wearing a dress Not a mess if I'm wearing a dress Not a mess if I'm wearing a dress Not a mess if I'm wearing a dress Not a mess if I'm wearing a dress Not a mess if I'm wearing a dress Not a mess if I'm wearing a dress
5.
4G 03:31
You are a body part, you are a body of writing You are deep warm love You are silky synthetic You're pillar of salt You are aesthetic You are elusive You are gregarious You are hiding You are writing You are a body part, you are a body of writing You are a body part, you are a body of writing You are up there You are down here You are references You are deferences You are a body part, you are a body of writing You are a body part, you are a body of writing You are a body part, you are a body of writing You are a body part, you are a body of writing You are a body part, you are a body of writing You are silky synthetic You are deep warm love Two take each others spaces Two fit like hand in glove You are a body part, you are a body of writing You are a body part, you are a body of writing
6.
No Sound 03:43
Darling There's no sound I could hear Like when you're laughing There's no sound draws me near Like your soft crying Don't you know You are safe tonight Darling There's no sound I love more Than when you're sleeping There's no sound I adore Like when you're snoring For I know You'll sleep well tonight I don't know Where you go When you dream And I just hope It's as safe As it seems Darling There's no sight I love more Than when you wake next to me No sight that I adore Like when you smile across at me For I know It's another day I don't know Where you go When you dream And I just hope You're as safe As you are with me Darling There's no sight I love more Than when you wake next to me No sight that I adore Like when you smile across at me For I know It's another day It's another day It's another day It's another day
7.
Cloud Tree 03:53
Wake up in bed And I'm so easily led To the things that worry me And I get scared I'm underprepared For the day that's ahead And I just lie And think of all the things That bind me to this earth I do this, for a while And then drag myself up Cloud tree You'll find The dreams I keep Reside In your crooked arms tonight Cloud tree I know The leaves That wreathe Your soul Will keep me safe out of sight Sudden awareness Of the whispers and stares All the things that mark me out I've fired a flare Over my disfigurement, my transfigurement And I don't mind Should I? At least, I don't think I do Of course it smarts For a while But then what can you do? Cloud tree You'll find The dreams I keep Reside In your crooked arms tonight Cloud tree I know The leaves That wreathe Your soul Will keep me safe out of sight Safe out of sight Safe out of sight Keep me safe out of sight Keep me safe out of sight
8.
We won't let you fall We won't let you fall No matter how many times you call out We won't let you fall This is not the end This is not the end You can always count us among your friends And this is not the end We love you How could we leave you? There's a gentle army on the way To guard you on your judgement day We love you How could we leave you? There's a gentle army at your gates With hugs and love and not-too-lates Maybe clouds are heavy and nights too long But your gentle army's much too strong Your gentle army's here in style We would walk five thousand miles If the darkness lasts a hundred years Your gentle army's here We love you How could we leave you? The path through heaven, the path through hell Are the path that we take through ourselves There's a gentle army on the way To guard you on your judgement day There's a gentle army flying home Our love was never just a loan There's a gentle army coming in Feel the sunrise On our skin We can make you laugh (we will make you laugh) We'll stay while you cry (oh, we will stay while you cry) We will build a garden (and we will build a garden) And when the clouds are too heavy And the night too long Your gentle army will come in strong Help you feel the love within And feel the sunrise On our skin
9.
Suddenly caught on a hook By the political will of a child, and we know That the chances of getting through this unscathed Are spiralling right down to low And the world is a nightmare Don't stop, collect your future Run past Go What lies behind those faces What votes, what intentions to bare? If we should turn up, looking pretty Will they do more than stare? Is it all the same? What's changed, what's new? Are we suddenly more aware? And we know That these streets aren't ours to roam So we'll find a place To make our home Have our own little party Some day Maybe you'll see us And you won't look away You won't look away One day You'll believe us (til then) You can't take our pulse You can't take our pulse No When I was a child I thought I was something male But I turned out wrong I gradually grew, and inside I knew That in time I'd come out strong And now I extend an invitation to you Through a winter's song And you know I couldn't have done it on my own And you will never Be alone Come and join the party Some day One day They'll believe us (til then) They can't take our pulse They can't take our pulse We will take The streets for ours and we will make The world resound With the sound of living Living Some day Maybe they'll see us And they won't look away They won't look away One day You'll believe us (til then) You can't take our pulse You can't take our pulse But right now It's our party To celebrate our lives And build us as we thrive And one day We'll be living Pulses beating on Pulses beating strong
10.
[instrumental]
11.
I don't deserve this music I stole it, how can I use it? Well-meaning, but oh so proud Insidious ways to play Songstruck, and when in doubt It's robbery day today Always I wrote a song to cleanse this Made you my amanuensis But yours was the voice at first Your genesprung melody Your history constructs the verse The choruses, the key You see Well, there's no need to splain it to you We've been around and you know what we do We are the curse and we honour you We 'honour' you Consuming your music stripped from its bones Deadened, condensed into echo earphones This is a crime, at the end of the day And so it merely remains to say We don't deserve this music We stole it, so we will use it But yours was the voice at first Insidious wins the day Songstruck, and what a curse It's robbery day today Just play
12.
Distant sunrise in your eyes And the hope you had this morning will subside Sleeping through the day like you were never born And it falls on me to keep you warm The silver stars sequestered in your smile Keep me buoyed, for all the while I can be by your side, as long as you need me Keep me Tending our garden How many spoons do we have today? Save yourself for what you can Leave to me everything you can't Build your days a living plan We'll lie in our garden and we'll plant Propagate the days and months and years Cultivate the cure for every tear And I will be by your side, as long as you need me Keep me Tending our garden How many spoons do we have today? Sometimes I can't do it all Sometimes I'm afraid to fall But every time I'll heed your call And together, we'll miss the wall Take the road on through the horizon Give our hearts something to smile on You and I together, as long as you'll have me I'll be Tending our garden I will be there with you When there's nothing else that you can do I will lie there with you In the pretty garden where we grow our spoons I will take care of you When there's nothing else that you can do I will lie there with you In the pretty garden where we grow our spoons I will take care of you When there's nothing else that you can do I will lie there with you In the pretty garden where we grow our spoons I will take care of you When there's nothing else that you can do I will lie there with you In the pretty garden where we grow our spoons I will take care of you When there's nothing else that you can do I will lie there with you In the pretty garden where we grow our spoons We'll lie in the grass You and I Safe from all our past We'll lie in the grass You and I Safe from all our past

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An album by a Disfigured, disabled, trans woman musician, for all her friends around the world.

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released August 18, 2017

Music and lyrics by Mike Moody
EQ guidance by J.L. Douglas
Album art and design by Sarah Richardson
Ears lent by Rosie Griggs and Sarah Richardson

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Mikaela Moody England, UK

Mikaela

Disfigured, deaf, trans, queer (she/her).

Inspired by Blur, the Clash, the Damned, elbow, Nerina Pallot, Scritti Politti, XTC, her queer/trans/disabled community, and her girlfriend.

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